bejeweled

bejeweled..bejeweled..bejeweled..

tat's what i'll do when i miss her..

playing tat for the whole morning d..

i jz felt tat sth weird with her last nite..

but she said nth..

maybe i was thking too much..hope so..

prob hv to be solved..i hv to be responsible for it..

not gonna let her bear this all alone for sure..

all i worried is tat she would gv up if prob cant be solved..

would tat happen?

i believe in her..but i jz dun hv confidence to believe in myself..my ability..

summary of the days

bbq last nite..

sleep like thr's no noise around..

worried she'll starve so keep on ask her to eat..

who noes get scolded..for grumble like a nanny..

i duno she realli get annoyed or jz simply voiced out..

i dun mean to annoy her..

wanna show my concern..but i dun dare..

wat am i thking...

it's ok i'll wait..and wait..

doin my assignment throughout the whole nite while they are playing and movie..

most of them fell asleep at about 4pm..she woke up and walk to me..

saw me sleeping bside the chair she slept on..she asked me to sleep on it and so it tills the sun shine brightly..

woke me up in the morning with the sweet sweet voice..

and we went back to her house..

tot she could hv a big nap as everyone was tired..who noes she have sth to bz..

continue my assignment in her room while she went out..

fell asleep again after i done my assignment..

woke me up again and we went down for her favorite mee goreng..

we were worried about the period she went to kl as new sem is going to start d..

wat to do.. hv to be tough..

She is and she will be..

finally i can feel wat it's like to be appreciated..

i was so touched..

it's jz both of us cant believe wat's given to us..

so we do not hv confidence..

when she said she really need a lot of courages to do so..

i felt so sry to her..

as i'm the one who cause all these..

but we can face these together rite??

if i said so, i'll make it happen..

I'm back!

I'm back!

this time..it's aint about who..aint about wat..

coz it's about me..

assignments and test is due...and i'm still bejeweling in facebook..

everyone tot i'm so steady and still can relax while they all are bzing for their test and assignments..

yes i am..

but i duno y???

being lazy for days and i'm almost drown in the books..

yet i still can relax...

god save me i dun wanna die in such a young age..

how ever..i manage to found sth precious to me during my laziness..

thx a lot to the weekend which let me clear up my mind..

i can be better off and i am now..