some said my result is good..some said my result is bad....
now only i realise tat some frens evaluate frens by comparing results..
getting a better result doesnt mean u can speak loudly to me...
and this is nth related to result..it's my own business..
i'm stupid so wat..but i'm willing..
u cant say tat she doesnt accept me coz
i'm not gd looking..
u noe nth..so pls step aside and shut up..
guys comparing results over thr and i dun like it..
i knew she doesnt like it too..
and few As more than me doesnt means u can gv nonsense comment on my stuff...
even i manage to pass all..so wat..
seriously, i'm not happy now...
the relationship is like...
duno wat's happening actually..
y suddenly..
i dun hv frens..

instant noodle with brad paisley

i'm alone at hostel now..

hving instant noodles as i've broke..anyway,delicious..

currently listening to brad paisley's..

nice country song..

it's time to relax..

it's time to slow things down..

think about wat hv i done in the past..

result's coming out nex week..wonder how's hers..

how's mine..

i'm not confident v myself..

but it's not the time to thk about this now..

wanna study now..but i ended up with guitar strumming..

watched leehom concert's dvd..

the way he rearranged his song was amazing..

from hiphop, r&b, everything to rock..

he blaze among others..

and this remind me my eager to buy an electric guitar..

wonder how will it looks like??

will it be like this??

nop...stop dreaming..

maybe this..

a white custom gibson les paul..

electric guiTar??

went to meet my sifu on wed..
asked him a lots of things..
he bought a new blade..it's an ESp's co-brand..Ltd..
watching him playing v it..and he taught me some power chords..
i realise tat it's a new stuff to learn..
it's quite diff v acoustic and classical..
electric guitar isn't as simple as it looks..
fingering..overdrv..distortion..many things to be handled..
hmm...now i'm thking to have a deep explore in it..
but i cant afford to buy one yet
maybe after few mths...
as it's realli a new thing for me to learn..it's totally a new feeling..

weeks after exam..

during exam period..i gt lots of things to do in my mind..
thking tat i can fill my holiday up v all these..
talk about exam 1st..
feel to knock my head on the wall..
even my decision mgmt~ the subj that i've confidence the most..
i'm not sure i can pass or not..no As anymore..
anyway..treat it as a lesson..
dun fail pls..i'm looking forward for my internship..

bac to my hols..
got so many ideas in composing during study break..
as usual, now no more inspiration..
it's ok..jz work more on my guitar..
ohya..suddenly i feel to work bac on my drawing and calligraphy..
dun wanna let those skills become obsolete..
won give up on music too of course..
listen to lots of music with diff genre..
indulging in my favourite things will make life whole lots richer..
so gonna spend my time v all my favourite things..
suddenly i feel to go starbucks...yieks..no money d dun always go out pls..

holidays..it brings the meaning of relax and rest..
every holiday..it loosen our relationship..
it's time to take it slow..
but dun be lazy patrick..
it's worth to work hard..

Tagged by Juan

Rules:
Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with d wedding plan! (:
At the end, choose d people u want to be tagged.
You have to tag the person who tagged you.
If I tagged you, it's because I want to know about you! (:

1. How old are you?
- going to be 20 this december

2. Are you single?
- Sure

3. At what age do you think you'll get married?
- 27

4. Do you think you'll marry the person you are with now?
- i'm single ok....

5. If not, who do you want to marry?
- the 'she' in my blog

6. Who will be your bridesmaid & bestman?
- frens??

7. Do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?
- yes.i always wanted a garden+pool+beach wedding

8. Where do you plan to go on honeymoon?
- Europe/Paris...too many place i wanna go for honeymoon d..

9. How many guests do you think you'll invite?
- Hmm..u'll noe when it's time

10. Will that include your exes?
- Maybe

11. How many layers of cake do you want?
- this one i leave it for the she to decide

12. When do you want to get married, morning or evening?
- nvr think about this

13. Name the song/tune you'd like to play at your wedding.
- the tune i wrote for her???

14. Do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon&fork?knife?
- anything will do

15. Champagne or red wine?
- both

16. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
- Days after the wedding..i need time for preparation k..

17. Money or household items?
- y cant it be both?

18. How many kids would you like to have?
-Bryant & Christine

19. Will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD?
- sure..once in a lifetime

20. Whose wedding plan would you like to know next.
- Grace, Wilson, Wendy

I wish to tag:
Grace
Wilson
Wendy

days..

studying my audit..
fell asleep(it's normal as it's very boring)..
luckily she msg me..woke up finally..
nth special these days..jz having war and being the slave of final exam..

one funny things..
teached dad use facebook..
suddenly his mood was so good then wanna learn about it...
yieks..he is getting younger..haha

mum..sumtimes things dont hv to be repeated twice..
i hv grew up and i'm mature enough to handle myself..
things get repeated times and times will get ppl annoyed..

ops..almost forgt to reply the tag by juan..

n0W oR NeveR

i am very happy today.. things wasnt as worse as i tot.. since she insisted..i got nth to say.. i noe she jz hope tat i can be a better guy in this.. nth more for me to hope for.. jz wish i can be by herside and watch her grow.. watch her live happily and do wat she likes.. tat's wat i'm thking rite now.. for real.. i realise tat thr's sth i'll never have the chance to do.. i nvr get to drv 6223.. i nvr get to sit beside her to check her grammar.. i nvr get her to lean on me anymore.. but.. i get to watch her grow.. i get to watch her spend her time happily.. i get to watch her playing around v friends.. i get to protect her from a distance.. i get to do more than i thk i can.. hope she doesnt always thk too much.. wonder y she like to thk about this once a while.. did i force her?nop..so pls enjoy being love ok? i understand wat she mean.. it;s jz tat i always pretend tat i dont.. i can accept the truth.. but truth make me hard to accept it.. btw..no one noes wat will happen in the future.. frens said 2012 will be the end of the world.. 3 yrs to go.. if it is true, i will be very happy.. as i got nth to be worried anymore.. bad things is.. even it's only 3 yrs left.. she still dun wanna gv it a try.. wat will happen in these 3 yrs..will it be full of happiness...and bring all into a happy ending? i hv to admit tat these few weeks.. she brought lots of happiness to me.. well i'm not sure did i bring tat to her.. sumtimes i'll make her angry.. but she looks cute when she angry.. and i've learned lots of things from her.. i gotta admit tat i've changed a lot.. changed into a better person..