shuT Up!!!

why why and why they like to c0NTrol so Much...
this is my life and it shdnt be under UR conTrol...
since u plan everything without asking for my agreement..then wat's the meaning i live in this world..being ur pUpPeT???
i live my own life and
i din ask for ur support but at least gv me some freedom to do wat i wanna do...
i believe i'm mature enough to know wat i shd do...
so StAy AwAy and let me do wat i wanna do...
as usual..
control too much doesnt really make things good..it will only make it worse..
y cant u UndeRstAND!!!!

life is not easy...

this wasnt a good month for me...
my car always break down in this month and i cant even remember how many times d..
1st the wire loose...
then the water tank leak...
after fixing all these..i found tat i had a broken exhaust paip and there's a cut on one of the tyre...
now my air-cond had prob too...
mb it's the prob of compressor or gas leak...i hvnt check...
and lastly, i cut my hand when i'm slicing the carrot 2day...****
gosh..gv me a break..i'm very tired and i'm sick of all these prob...
working until 12am everyday is enough for me to sleep and snore like a pig d...
prob away please....

experience..

a perfectionist...he's trying to make himself perfect by gaining knowledge and experience throughout every things in every field..

u can say tat he's greedy...coz it's impossible to do so...

from music to sport, art to calligraphy, he try to learn everything in it...

wishing himself could be a perfect guy..freak..

and now he is cooking...being a chef(temporary only) in a restaurant was nvr come to his mind...

he dun realli like to cook..he prefer making dessert...but since he had been allocated to the kitchen...it's nt a bad thing to try...being a hot guy who can cook..isn't it nice..??

i'm working in a restaurant together with a few staff from nepal....it's hard to communicate v them actualli as i'm not quite understand their english..

bside, they way they do their work is different with me...wat i'm trying to say is both way may works as well but they dun like when i use my method..so i hv to work by their way...and it's not quite comfortable for me...

using the method..making me feel like i'm so useless as it will only make me work slower and less efficient...this is wat ppl called "chicken leg duck hand"...haha..

anyway, as time goes by..i can fit well in their working condition by working with their method..

and i get to learn a lot of things about cooking...

so it's good to learn a new skill for this perfectionist...