ebbing life..

not really in lucky mode these few months..
applied jobs at the wrong timing..
failed my exam..
i know it's disappointing..
fren's and relatives thk Im lazy to work..

suddenly all of the plans went wrong 
and here it goes, messed up..
trying to figure out wt's the prob..
trying to find a suitable stand point..

thought i could give up films and music..like I should..
but nop..it's nt tat easy.. 
       and how could I wandering at the bottom of my life, without the companion of them..

started to feel the pressure in everything..
couldn't behave in the comfortable level that I should..
and i started to wonder..am I really afraid to go out and work after sitting at home for too long??
if so,
   how should it be solved..??


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