should I.....

i've been thinking for a long time about this...sometimes keep getting ourselves to involve in things happen around us is very tired...so i thinking that try to seperate myself from all the things happen around....stop thinking about all these things...it's time for me to get myself refocused on who i am..,alone, as an individual. without my friends...who am i?who will i be?can i still be the same me?well...i'm quite accustomed to the life of my own self,without other ppl...i'm quite enjoy this kind of feeling...i rather stay at home doing my own stuff,enjoying myself than going out v friends as i already fimiliar v the life like this.....being the true of myself....we can do wat we like.....maybe other ppl will think that i'm selfish coz i don wan to care about wat ppl around me thinking...but sometimes too care about wat ppl think of us will jz let us exhausted...at home..alone...i can do all my likes...music...haha...i can be a truly 'me'.....coz whenever we face our friends...we'll surely change into a different ppl automatically...this is not that we are lying..not being our true self....but we jz wan to suit to our friends...to communicate...as we are always playing different role in different situation......sometimes,it's hard to explain......................................

headache....

today wake up at 12 noon..felt my head very heavy n pain....it's the first time i sleep until noon....break my sleeping record d.... haha...long time didnt blogging d.....exam is coming....bt i'm still blur at my revision..wat should i do..? sometimes i really feel that there's a lot for me to think......many many stuff......wat i wan is jz to be an ordinary teenager.....wat i wanna do is jz the stuff an ordianary teenager will do.....hanging out v friends.....but.. y i cant?.....i jz hope this exam will pass soon then i'll hv my own time again.....haha..........