respect!

yes , finally she said it out..im jz a fucking useless kid no matter how much i did..pathetic..thy are always right..im always the wrong one..thking abt how ur husband treat u when two of u hv prob..who's standing bside u..
but nw i thk u deserve it..cz u nvr care abt how ppl feel..u do what u like..
im trying to respect..bt if it's all like throwing into the sea..thn i won do it anymore..what for..
i keep quiet everytm and im trying to let u win..bt this doesnt mean im wrong..
don always talk abt ppl n thk u are always the right one..think abt urself bfr u tell someone off..
n how much they did for you, why they are always right? thy jz being selfish n step aside from u..tat's all..
Ans me whn i talk to u pls..

Tidy my notes..i feel lk im goin to fail my exam..the notes are so messy..really duno whr to start and how to stdy..

new life new soul..

jz met all those silly college mate..nop..frens i shd use..
miss....all the life back to college..with all those playful housemate..
yea..sometimes, we'll hv dissatisfaction..
but this is life..who cares about it afterward..

but one thing that i very care..
i wish i can go back to that moment..
the moment that i enjoy true college life
we play we game we study..
no worries..
we talk about gals, we peep..
we fell in love for gals but never take action..
it's fun...

chatted with ct...
other than u,
she understd me the most..
she told me about truth..the ugly one..
that u won like, but still..it's truth..
when i know kc v danny..i feel slightly dissapointed..
i duno what's that means..

i jz know..love is the most important for me to go on for a relationship..
i know what i shd do..
bt i can't..
cz i cn't find any that better than you..

love song..
i got lots of lyrics for it..
but love song is simple..
it doesn't hv to come to an end..
it doesn't hv to be concluded..

in reality..
not so easy..
it's nt as simple as u thk..
and not as simple as u wan..
truth are always ugly..
coz u can't choose what u thk is nice..

sumtimes i hope to be single..
why..
coz thn i cn escape to all the prob..
but it's nt forever..

she said, when it's time, God will choose for us..
i hope so..
we'll see how....