thx...frens...

ok..tis is a late post....sry for late....

12nd of dec....it is my b'day...every yr....not many will remember or know about it....

as i'm getting familiar with the boring b'day....this yr...all of u r making it special.....thx a lot...
it was a vry meaningful day to me....all of my old frens...khai sheng, zhen yi, wilson, thiam wang, yee tong, ching yee, beng chuen, tiong liang, ming han, soo may, lai tieng, sheryn, hooi ting, cheng hoe, shyang shi, yean ching and ewe lim.....

my college frens...huey ling, jia xin, guek ngoh, yee hui, jin foong, meng yi, jiaying, hui juan, ai phing, ker shing, shi hui, harn sze, theam khim, boon yan, xiang ting, sotong, huey jiun, and also siew siew.....

my frenster pals....stary, december, sweet heart, yuan zhen, sean yang, kk, elaine, pei sing, shu wei, yen, kok min, seh siong, leon woo, mr. pee, ying.....

and also wendy..she was the 1st one who wish me....maclen, the funny guy....wish to be the 1st one but he jz manage to get the 2nd place....haha thx a lot frens....u all r making my b'day a special day 4 me this yr.....

the "best" trip.......

here's the story....22 and 23 of dec..i was on a trip to bkt tinggi....the trip was actually one night at bkt tinggi and one night at genting...as my family don wanna go genting...so we had to follow the other bus bac in the 2nd day....the 1st day at bkt tinggi...it was very relaxing...it really is a nice place to relax urself...

when we check in 2 the resort...oh gosh...it was the worst resort i ever been to...not only me...even other ppl also complain about the resort...there's bad odour in the room and yet...it was very dirty....fine then...bad things start happen to me....when i bath...sudden my spec broke into half.....oh shit!! it was the 1st day of the trip and i cant see anything d.....after that we had buffet dinner..i cant even see wat dishes is tat and i had to ask my bro to tell me wat's the dishes...

the second day....again..buffet breakfast....i cant see anything again.....

we follow the bus to genting after breakfast.....

as the other bus will departure only on 4 pm...we had to stay in genting till 4 pm.....

in genting....i walk everywhere and i cant see anything....so..i cant involved in any games in theme park.....jz a boring walk....

4 pm d..it's time to get on bus....it was a VIP couch.....the seat was very comfortable....

about 6 pm, the bus stop at Juru to let us go to toilet...as i'm listening to music and i cant see....i duno tat the bus driver wan us to get down the bus coz he wana turn off the engine...so i sit in the bus alone...suddenly a guy come in the bus and yell at me very loud....scolding me and asking me to get down....shit! wat a rude driver....no wonder he's stil a driver even he's old...wat kind of service is tat...!

about 9pm..we reach autocity d...suddenly we feel very weird coz the driver is going to the path which lead us to pg bridge....he 4got to drop us in b'worth.....my dad quickily walk to talk to the driver...they argued the driver said that we should inform him earlier coz he will 4got if we dont...oh shit...we are following a trip and we aspect the driver to know where to drop us...and he blame us coz not remind him......finally he drop us by the road side and ask a car to pick us...

the car drop us at chai leng park....we have to walk bac to our home......shit.....it was the 'best' trip i've ever joined...'thx' to the driver...

nice day....

wahaha..finally 2day i manage to go yam cha v ewe lim and wil...it's really a nice day and i'm kidda enjoy chatting and drinking v frens in coffee shop....when u feel like boring or sick v studies...sometimes meeting old frens will be a gd way to cope with it....

old frens...long time didnt see them d ..so there should be many things to chat

when i met them...it jz like feeling very glad to see them again...and i really appreciate our frenship....maybe noeing new frens is a gd thing...but mostly u'll feel that old frens is often better than new one becoz it took a lot of time to knowing each other...close to each other...n trust them......

so guys....u all r always my best buddies.....

& it's good to know u all...

should I.....

i've been thinking for a long time about this...sometimes keep getting ourselves to involve in things happen around us is very tired...so i thinking that try to seperate myself from all the things happen around....stop thinking about all these things...it's time for me to get myself refocused on who i am..,alone, as an individual. without my friends...who am i?who will i be?can i still be the same me?well...i'm quite accustomed to the life of my own self,without other ppl...i'm quite enjoy this kind of feeling...i rather stay at home doing my own stuff,enjoying myself than going out v friends as i already fimiliar v the life like this.....being the true of myself....we can do wat we like.....maybe other ppl will think that i'm selfish coz i don wan to care about wat ppl around me thinking...but sometimes too care about wat ppl think of us will jz let us exhausted...at home..alone...i can do all my likes...music...haha...i can be a truly 'me'.....coz whenever we face our friends...we'll surely change into a different ppl automatically...this is not that we are lying..not being our true self....but we jz wan to suit to our friends...to communicate...as we are always playing different role in different situation......sometimes,it's hard to explain......................................

headache....

today wake up at 12 noon..felt my head very heavy n pain....it's the first time i sleep until noon....break my sleeping record d.... haha...long time didnt blogging d.....exam is coming....bt i'm still blur at my revision..wat should i do..? sometimes i really feel that there's a lot for me to think......many many stuff......wat i wan is jz to be an ordinary teenager.....wat i wanna do is jz the stuff an ordianary teenager will do.....hanging out v friends.....but.. y i cant?.....i jz hope this exam will pass soon then i'll hv my own time again.....haha..........

miss those kids....

hmm....i'm not teaching at british council for 2 weeks already....when i was there,feeling that those kids are really naugthy n they are really driving me nuts,but now,feeling like without their noise,i'm not fimiliar v it.hope they wont make the teachers there crazy...haha...looking at them running here n there really refresh my mind when i was small,those face with no pressure,but jz happiness....haiz....miss the time when i was a kids.....no like now,many things to do,to think,to manage.....anyway,i'll always miss them.....

life are full v hope n also problems....

life....haiz...sometimes feels like life r full v hope when getting on with music..with friends....gather around...but soon...all of us will be getting on our own path....
sometimes when my bro n parents argue....i really hate it coz it feels very messy n noisy...i jz wan a peaceful life doing the things i want....doing the things i love....sometimes really feel that living alone n nobody bother me is a very enjoyable life.....haha...dunno when can i feel it....