HapPy B!rThday T0 me....thx a lot..

i'm back...haha..ytd was my b'day...i din intend to celebrate o wat...jz hanging out v my classmate (xun lee aka professor, jiaying-the wife of professor, hidayah~the one who always laugh in class, ker shing, ai phing and zun yeek aka the brother in our class) for movie & redbox...i tot they dunno it's my b'day...

after class ended at 1pm, we drive to gurney..and i jz gotta tell tat zun yeek's driving skill.....cool!!! he can suddenly break in the middle on the road...and wat....get horn by other drivers...haha..sumtimes he's jz too funny d..

about 5 sth...i was singing in redbox...suddenly 3 of my frens rush into the room and wish me happy B!rthDay...with present in their hands....i was realli surprise..i din expect it...

there's nth special happened when we hanging out in gurney..but for me..i realli glad tat many of my frens rmb my b'day..i realli very satisfied d...it's more than wat i always hope for...

they bought a Sony earphone for me..which i always wanted to buy..they told me they've sent a spy bside me...and i'm still wondering who's tat..haha

this is the present from chiew tsi, huey ling, hidayah, jiaying, ai phing & ker shing....thx to them...

this is wat my professor bought for me...thx to him too...haha

..thx for those who sent their wishes for me too...ching yee, khur zhong, shi hui, soo may, zhen yi, hui juan, chiew tsi, wendy, wilson, huey theng, eugina, thiam wang, tiong liang, jie ying, beng chuen, ai phing, maclen, sheh yhing, ewe lim, ah shan, sheryn, kok choon, johan, melissa, yshuen, kok min, alfred, yen ling, carrie, pei sing, jax, sik thye, ching ying, jessy, cheng hoe, boon yan, evon, sean yang, sandra, kelvin...

thx to all of them...i guess this is the most special and funniest b'day for me...

AnYth!ng BuT OrdiNARy!!!

"I'm going to clearly be myself, I write wat i feel, I never worry wat others thk"

I jz read an artical about avril..wat she said was right..

"I'm gonna dress wat's me, I'm gonna act what's me and i'm gonna sing wat's me"

when u were born v such creativity..y mz u hide it!? jz bcoz we worry about wt others thk!? tat's ridiculous!!!

I was thking too much in this holiday...but this artical gv me an inspiration on it..

a clear example we can see..yup, a 24 yrs old punk-rocker is everything you can thk of, tat's everything but ordinary, of course..she's a dynamic spirit, a true wild child..who dare to fulfill her dream....and she always knew wat she should do..

holiday...

long time din update my blog d..finally i finished my final and i'm in holiday now..
i'm very boring at home..doing nth..

take a look at my timetable in da holiday>>>
sleep>>breakfast>>Lunch(i called it brunch as i hv breakfast and lunch at the same time)>>basketball>>on9>>TV>>sms>>sleep
so meaningless...haha

i manage to went to redbox with sum old frens last saturday..meeting all of them make me relax..fooling around..no pressure about study...

after came back from pg, suddenly i got some inspiration to compose again..
but i cant realli finished a song..all my workings go half way only...then i duno how should i continue d...

someone tell me that falling in love will inspire me in composing..i'm not sure i can or not..haha..
writing without knowing who i'm writing to will affect my composition? i dunno..

if there's someone who like composing too..i hope u guys will gv me some opinion on this..i'm really short of idea d..

aLonE...

tonite...felling down..

after i noe about it...dunno y..

i shouldnt feel so...but i felt so....

i tot i've found a good fren..

but now...nt anymore...

last time...my sadness,happiness will be noticed even jz a chat..

now...not anymore...watever i felt won be noticed even i tell...

things jz change...

it jz prove to me that how weak is a frenship...

sumtimes i really think that frens are not reliable...

now i even feel more....

i guess it's time for me to gv up this frenship..

the best for me..is to stand alone, walk alone, run alone....

life span...

sometimes..
i always wonder tat where will i go after i die..?
who noes?

when we're babies, we cry for everything we want...then there'll be someone ready to serve us..

when we're children, we go to sch every weekdays..after school..homework of course..after homework..tv..

when we're teenagers, we hang out with frens..we argue with parents about our interest, our dreams...

when we're adults, we married n live with our love one...

when we're old, we hope everything for our children are the best...

after that? end of our lives...

seems very short n meaningless? so y ppl struggling and trying hard to achieve their dreams, their interest?

jz to make their life meaningful?

I wanna be.....

everyone hv their own dream to be wat they want...sum wanna be model, artist..?

it may sounds very irrealistic 4 other ppl when they heard tat u wanna be famous....but it's still a dream rite?

for me...my parents planned everything 4 me...i'm tking accounting nw...it's their choice actually...i noe it's 4 my own gd...it's all about future, career and money.....

BUT..did they ever ask about wat i wan actually....NOPE..they nvr...!!

4 me...sumtimes life isn't all about money....i noe money is important..but if u cant do wat u want..they wat 4 u hv so much money...it's meaningless...

since i'm in 2ndary..i always dream about wat i wanna be...sumday.....

i wanna be a musician...or mb hv my own studio...ridiculous rite...haha..

but this is true...it's life is beautiful v music arround us?

all i wanna do is wat an ordinary teenager will do....i jz wanna be like them..teenagers...do wat they like...hanging out v frens...basketball...dancing...singing...hving da hairstyle they lk...wearing wat they wan to wear...

i mean...this is the most important part in our lifetime....parents alwaz say...study hard now and u'll earn lots of money in da future...then u can do wat u like after tat..but hey...don tell me u'll be in hip hop when u r 50..coz ur parents dun allow when u r 20....sumtimes..things cant be done once it's past...

i wanna be like her....my idol~~Marie Digby...

she's half Irish and half Japanese...she can sing..she play guitar, piano..composing...

it's all about dreams...and finally..her album released on 8th of april...amazing....?

EverydAY is valentine's day.....

i got this in newspaper....tk a look...everyday is valentines...i thk guys will broke...haha


14th jan~diary day-in a whole new yr, u gotta plan ur future v ur loved one..write it down in a diary, mk a great plan with her...

14th feb~valentine’s day-according to western traditional, gal should gv guy chocolate if u like him(for single gal)..

14th mar~white day-this is da day 4 u to know whether he likes u or not…or he accept ur chocolate jz bcoz he likes to eat chocolate..if he likes you too, he’ll gv u white sweets(the response by the guy)..

14th apr~candy day-sweet love journey begin…

14th may~rose day-u should let him/her know that u wanna be v him/her forever or jz fren…buy rose 2 represent wat u r thking n gv it to him/her on tat day..white for ordinary fren, yellow for intimate, red for lover

14th jun~kiss day-this is da day where u’ll see lots of couple kissing..don get jealous..haha

14th july~silver day- buy a pair of silver ring to prove ur love....be ready to broke..

14th aug~green day-should go out together..such as picnic..swimming..climbing..(should b related v nature)

14th sep~music & photo day-finally,ur practice get to use today..sing to her…although u r not gd in singing, but sing v ur heart coz she’ll feel it..tk sum photo to capture ur happiness tat day

14th oct~wine day-hv a candle light dinner, of course v wine..

14th nov~orange & movie day-movie in cinema v orange juice

14th dec~hug day-"I wan hug hug"…haha..tat's wat couple will say..

change?

from secondary sch till now...i've been changing a lot....

but i'm wondering...

is these changes are good 4 me or not..?

from no friend...to lots of friends..BUT..most v motif..

after they achieved wat they want...

one by one of them..getting away from me...

is that really happening on me?...or jz wat i feel..?

i hope it's not real...

but recently..i've meet a good friend....

we can talk in everything.....n i really trust her...hope that..

she won let me down and...

of course i won let her down too....haha

PS: tat gal got bf d...n wat i mean is ordinary fren, not lk wat u all r thking...4 those dirty-minded...pls wake up..