Everything changed..a lot more than i expected..
shd have realized everythng cnt be rewind..
she acted normal..very normal..i feel warm to have her react so lk a good fren...
but i know it's difference..nt lk we used to be..
im getting more n more invisible in front of them..
no matter how hard i try..
the lame one will be better than me..outstanding than me..

all of these make me realized that i should leave everything behind and walk on..
and money works fine for everything..
look at how he spend on her..
money can make him looks so elegance..
money can buy respect from people..
money makes you visible..
friendship is all fake without you looking cool
suddenly sincerity looks so weak compared with money..

He said im ego..
is it?
but no one know what's happening more than i know..
so he cant judge it