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it's a nice album..

this evening..i cant blieve i've spent one hour to listen to this album..

one hour..doing nth..jz sit there and purely listen to the tracks..

i cant believe i did tat..which mean this album is nice and it able to attract u..

i dun realli like jazz and it's the 1st time i go into it deeply..

i guess i've fell into jazz..

this album brings a strong lonely feel..it depicts the feeling and thought of a lonely person in a buzy city..it's kinda personal..the lyrics and melodies are precisely applied to describe those feelings...

try to imagine urself living in a condo alone..looking through the window at night..wat u can see is a buzy city which no one cares about the wat u feels..

that's the feeling..

hmm...no much i can describe about it..it's hard to describe it by word..

u gotta listen to it by ur own..

thx to wilson for recommend it to me..

and now i strongly recommend this album to all of u

wasted

this morning..i flipped through my high school annual magazine..

looking at the photo of the students who achived good results..

the name of the students listed..showing their achievement in various field..

sports, martial art, calligraphy, art, bla bla bla..

none of them hv my name..

and then i realise tat..

wat hv i done for these few yrs..

dreaming??

i'm so envy with them..

i'm good in nth..and i've wasted so my time dreaming in high school...

i wish i could back to the past..

maybe ppl will b able to attach importance to me, feel my existence..if i work hard to improve myself...

different from now..i got nth..no money, no talent, no look, no everything..

shit..i gotta work hard n stop dreaming d...

Good boY gon3 BAD!!!!

many ppl thk tat i'm always mama's good boy..

maybe i am..coz my mum is very strict to me..

from my hair, friends, till outing..everything is under her control..

i noe maybe it's a way for her to show her concern..but it's too over d...

lack of communication is the major problem i thk...

as time goes by...there r many secret among my family members...

dun u feel it's too weird to hv such family??

i mean..wat kind of family is this...

a family that the son cant share their interest v the mother..

their cant agree with each other in most topic...

i'm wondering y parents always thk tat they are rite...

jz bcoz they are older than us??

y cant they accept our opinion??

when they dun wanna listen to us...there's always generation gaps..

when there's generation gaps..problems appear...like me..

i hv a fren..he's very nice..and he got a wonderful family..which i always hope for..

his mum is very friendly..his parents can communicate well with their children..

they can share their feelings and thought...

i understand maybe sumtimes they'll hv arguments..but tat is unavoidable...

unlike mine..war that never end..

honestly..i hope i'm part of their family..

everytime i came bac from their home..it's like the end of sweet dreams for me..

ppl used to said..there's no place better than own home..

but for me..there's always a place tat is better than own home..

when can i get my own life..the life i always dream for...

i'm sick of following her instruction..

wat for be a good boy...i hate my life..

i wanna do wat i feel to do..

i wanna go where i feel to go..

i wanna talk whenever i feel to talk..

tell me when this day will cum...