respect!

yes , finally she said it out..im jz a fucking useless kid no matter how much i did..pathetic..thy are always right..im always the wrong one..thking abt how ur husband treat u when two of u hv prob..who's standing bside u..
but nw i thk u deserve it..cz u nvr care abt how ppl feel..u do what u like..
im trying to respect..bt if it's all like throwing into the sea..thn i won do it anymore..what for..
i keep quiet everytm and im trying to let u win..bt this doesnt mean im wrong..
don always talk abt ppl n thk u are always the right one..think abt urself bfr u tell someone off..
n how much they did for you, why they are always right? thy jz being selfish n step aside from u..tat's all..
Ans me whn i talk to u pls..

Tidy my notes..i feel lk im goin to fail my exam..the notes are so messy..really duno whr to start and how to stdy..

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new life new soul..

jz met all those silly college mate..nop..frens i shd use..
miss....all the life back to college..with all those playful housemate..
yea..sometimes, we'll hv dissatisfaction..
but this is life..who cares about it afterward..

but one thing that i very care..
i wish i can go back to that moment..
the moment that i enjoy true college life
we play we game we study..
no worries..
we talk about gals, we peep..
we fell in love for gals but never take action..
it's fun...

chatted with ct...
other than u,
she understd me the most..
she told me about truth..the ugly one..
that u won like, but still..it's truth..
when i know kc v danny..i feel slightly dissapointed..
i duno what's that means..

i jz know..love is the most important for me to go on for a relationship..
i know what i shd do..
bt i can't..
cz i cn't find any that better than you..

love song..
i got lots of lyrics for it..
but love song is simple..
it doesn't hv to come to an end..
it doesn't hv to be concluded..

in reality..
not so easy..
it's nt as simple as u thk..
and not as simple as u wan..
truth are always ugly..
coz u can't choose what u thk is nice..

sumtimes i hope to be single..
why..
coz thn i cn escape to all the prob..
but it's nt forever..

she said, when it's time, God will choose for us..
i hope so..
we'll see how....


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so tired..
relationship btw human..actually i should't thk too much..
as long as we can get along well, with anyone..
it's cool then

sometimes I just feel like no one understd me..but it's actually nt a big deal..
im not the only one being alone..
but sometimes..nt only friends..
but my parents..brothers..
all are lk..ishh..
shut up pls~ i wish i can said so..

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Life = Dream

life's lk a dream..

dream everyday..

so that everyday u can dream..

dream to live..

and live to dream..

this is life..

no dream, no life..

no life, how to dream..

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Music StudentS

Finally..

this time it's nt my fault..

let me tell you about music students' habit and lifestyle..

they like to sleep everywhr..Like a dog..

they like to misuse and bully classmate..like a guy with no balls

they like to be 'unpredictable'...goin for lunch end up with duno where else for whole day..

they like to walk in and out of gal's room..like a motel..

they don't know how to knock the door..before they enter someone's room..

and the worst is that it's a gal's room..

they like to use others' things..without permission from the owner..

they like to do last minute work..and stay up whole night..

they like to act like they are so talented and busy..

just to get the fame..

they like to own others' stuff..and act like their own..

and lastly..the most amazing one..

they like to step on my foot!!!

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Story From A Past Tale

One guy..he met a girl..

and they fell in love after few years..

being together..is the happiest thing that happened to them..

but soon..

the guy realized that..the girl is not happy..

all the while..

he know that he's the one who is acting weird..

he has weird requirement..

he has bad temper..

he is not considerate..

so now..

he wanna see her smile..

let her happy..

tat's all he can do bfr he leave..

soon he's goin to Uk..

this will end in no second..

That's all he can do bfr that..

"Sry for being childish..

Sry for being incosiderate..

Sry for dissapointing..

Sry for breaking those promise.."

He said.

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money..money..money...

Russell Peters...the Canadian bases comedian...

he has got cars and cars in his garage..

his income is around 15million per year...

I was thinking what??!!

I couldn't even earn that for my whole life..

worry about money?

I was like..that was the most important thing of all..

how am I suppose to get my ass to Uk without money..

world are like tat..

some don't even have to worry about money and they can sit there and gaming everyday..

why?? cause they are born to be rich..

I jz wanna study and catch up my tiny little dream which cost RM30,000..

I can't do what I wanna do for money..

I hv a gal..which I have to take care..

though..I'm the one who need to save..reduce my spending..

but I keep asking her to save..

I can't let her bear the same hard feeling as me..

It jz not fair..

Loans..with high interest rate..

scholarship..with lousy results..

come on..what should I do man...

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